I don't know what to feel anymore. It's as if this whole thing is going to kill me bit by bit. I know he doesn't love her now. She doesn't love him now. But tomorrow, can I still smile if they end up loving each other?

I should.

My life's been fine. I mean, it's the Holy Week and I get a break from school. The play last Monday was a success. All our hard work paid off. My heart finally found peace as Nikki agreed that I could like him again.

But still...

Sob.

It's been more than one week since I had a pretty decent blog. Now, I'm kinda thinking of making a photoblog instead. Problem is, if I post it here, it's gonna be a hassle since this thing doesn't really have automatic uploads for photos. I don't wanna pass by photobucket just to post.

I might move out soon.

TT^TT

It was fun posting here. Really, it was. :3

But I have to find a suitable photoblog. I'm still thinking, though.

I might not move at all. :3

Today, Friday:

It was a boring day. I woke up late since I slept late. I woke up to the sounds of Hana Yori Dango live action series being played on television. My sister can be unfair like that.

I ate lunch. I washed the dishes. Mom asked me to clean the "rooms" I occupy. I couldn't obey coz I was too focused on the television. I know that I need to remoe a lot of stuff on the beds and on the floors but I'm too lazy to do so and I enjoyed watching Hana Yori Dango.

Matsumoto Jun = <3

I enjoyed procrastinating. At around seven, I actually accomplished my own plant report for Botany. Heh. But then I got bored so I stopped and continued watching Hana Yori Dango.

Mom came home at around nine and that's when I started to eat dinner (which was cheese pizza from YellowCab) and washed the dishes once more before taking a bath. My bath was disturbed because of Hana Yori Dango. I chose to watch first before taking my bath.

After my bath, I had a few chat sessions with Charm and Achi about live action drama. And of course, my new love, Matsumoto Jun.

Oh yeah, Jethro called me today for some reason. He said he does that to all of his friends. I don't know. I was kinda focused on the television. Gomenasai.

Now, I think I'll be moving to Blogger. It automatically saves drafts.

So I guess this is goodbye to Tabulas.

It was fun, really. It's just that I'm having an easier time with Blogger.

But I'll post here every once in a whle. :3

Ja ne.

Currently feeling: thankful